Fine, everything's all my fault.
Let me explain everything to you, i dont wanna you misunderstood.
On Thursday, Jonathan already agreed to join me for dinner at mac because i'm hungry, have yet to eat. You came down to fetch me, i told Jonathan about it too. If i dont regard you as a boyfriend/stead, i wouldnt have told you everything and asked you come down fetch me too. I would have already reject you from coming down. When did me and him walked infront of you? Didn't i hold onto your hands?! Didn't i told Jonathan to chat with you too and made friends? Wasnt we very happy at macdonald? Now you're telling me lies! You kept your feelings inside and didn't let me know that night. You only let me know about it on Friday morning. My reply was of course : Fcuk la hor! Because you're my stead and you know i love you deeply but then how can you said that? You dont trust me?! If really, thats the case, you should have told me the true reason behind it. You even sms-ed me telling me he's not a bad choice and asked me to stead with him or whatever stuffs. Did you ever see a boyfriend who asked his girlfriend to fall for another guy instead of him himself?!
As for Friday, he's my colleagues and he live at woodlands i think. That's why i asked you no need come down. I dont want you to be tired and i can go home with him because its the same mrt train we going to take back home. Why can't you trust me? We have been loving each other from 290909. Why cant i received trust from you?
And yeah, of course you're my stead. You're the best and ever stead i had, i swear. Sorry aint the word. I didn't want any sorry from you. Perhaps you think that my way of treating you was rather ... I apologized. but didn't i try my best to change for you? I really did try. However, i still failed being your girlf , thats all. No matter how i wanna try / how hard i tried, it ended.
I'll never be fine.
Seriously.
hey guys, I'll be back soon with my previous blog.
Currently feeling bad mood these few days.
Do stay tuned or text me up at my phone.
